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I believe

2012-01-13T02:08:00.005+08:00

“I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed. I can accept failure, everyone fails at something. But I can't accept not trying.” Michael JordanStrongly agree with this quoteEspecially the last sentence:)Simply because I

记住！

2012-01-05T23:32:00.003+08:00

就在踏入2012的第一天，我生病了==刚开始，还好就在夜深人静的时候，状况变得乱78糟把某人吓坏了，只好硬着头皮叫表姐来载我到邻近的政府医院-马大医院挂号去话说，那是本小姐第一次挂紧急号在医院里的每一幕都还完整的储存在脑里12点去,3点才搞定就那样白白浪费了几个小时去‘参观’医院里的情景一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴我说才不是！有钱肯定不用等那么久话说回来这一病还真来的是时候就这样我瘦了一些不是因为什么严重感冒或发烧而是本小姐要禁口除此之外，那几天还是本小姐头一次看到食物就想吐 @@好啦报告完毕Lesson of the story:病从口入谢谢在那期间照顾我及关心我的人♥

我在撑什么？

2011-11-18T22:08:00.003+08:00

“这班朋友值得你那么维护他们吗？你生日的时候，他们在哪里？有心的话，无论多迟也会帮你庆祝”每每某人对我说出这些话，我的心就酸一下酸的同时我还得帮人家说好话hi-bye朋友我多的是真心的有几个我心里有数我知道我不是谁可是知道事实了心还是会碎患难见真情事实最无情我不懂，我还在撑什么

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2011-05-30T16:40:00.002+08:00

如题我成年了是朋友的，都知道我绝对没有那样的成熟也许‘有点’长大了生日都想简简单单地过不像以前,要一大班人陪我壮观地过今年,没能吃到妈妈的红鸡蛋虽然有少许的遗憾可是我家的宝贝特地为我弄了2个红鸡蛋！而且还买了我最爱吃的cheese cake ♥辛苦我的宝贝了捧着蛋糕到处走还要从kl捧到kampar来给我惊喜谢啦~我的宝贝~慕啊~另外,姐妹们的video和小册子让我感到格外温暖至少还有一班默默支持我的好朋友谢谢你们的用心哦^^总结是：简单也可以很幸福！♥爱人跟朋友不用多份量最重要！

定义

2011-05-29T17:55:00.002+08:00

个人定义有别很久以前，我早已明白就因为有别误会才会产生最好的例子莫过于是成绩了A:怎样，你成绩ok吗?B:唉~考到很差咯其实B的成绩只是不在他的满足范围并非真的不好也许对他而言，这样的成绩很差但是对于A,那样的成绩已经很棒了B并不是在说谎,也不是虚伪只是大家的定义有别犹如每个人的审美观不一样我了解因为以前我很好胜,就算考到90%也说考到不好所以在背后肯定被人家骂地狗血淋头还有温习何谓温习？也许温习对我而言就是读得滚瓜烂熟对你来说就是略读如果我对你说还没温习，并不代表我还没略读结论：定义之别容易让人产生误会最后，我也学会‘见人说人话,见鬼说鬼话’了不同阶层的人有不同的‘话’以后说话要谨慎真言不要乱吐*ps: 这篇文纯粹是作者突发奇想而发表的并非针对任何人所以请不要对号入座 :)

我好想念你

2011-02-09T01:34:00.003+08:00

3个月半原来是如此地短暂你离开我们的那天就仿佛是昨天好像前几天才见过你一样这次回来是带着无比念家的心情这次在家让我怀念你的一切一切这次新年没能收到你的红包没能跟你说声恭喜发财就只能在你灵前烧香给你很不习惯看见婆婆眼泪汪汪站在你的灵前望着你的灵牌我的心很不是滋味听见婆婆问家里的小鬼你去了哪里心里更是疼得不得了我知道婆婆其实都在我们面前故作坚强其实我也跟她一样在别人面前假装坚强回过头来却自己默默地把眼泪擦掉从到家的那一刻开始我默默想念你的次数开始增加哪怕只是一粒橙子，一粒苹果只要是你生前喜欢的，跟你有关的我都会想起你我真的做梦也没想到那一天会来得那么突然会来得那么早这么好动的一位老人家怎么可能就这样离开我们我很想念你真的真的很想念你想念你的声音你的歌声，你的吵闹声没有你，家里静了很多很多没有了你的陪伴婆婆显得更寂寞没有了你的指引婆婆更迟钝去了如果我的愿望会实现，

Hey YOU,fuck off!!!

2011-01-12T16:07:00.001+08:00

The worst sem,ya,it is,I am under probation...Business Finance,it's under my expectation,FAIL~After heard what my adviser say,I think the bookworm lee mui yee should come back,not for excellent result,but for my parents,ptptn and future perhaps=)No doubt,LAZINESS killed me in this sem...That's why I say,"hey you,fuck off!!!",it's refer to laziness actually...Study last minute and the few days gap

如果我...请你

2011-01-10T00:05:00.002+08:00

想念一个再也没机会见到的人是无助的是可悲的可悲在不懂得珍惜生命不过如此拥有与否其实只在于珍不珍惜如果我突然沉默了，眼泪在眼睛里打滚请你不要管我因为，我想起了我敬爱的他不孝乃十恶之首我的眼泪是老天爷对我的惩罚惩罚我的不孝我的不珍惜请你不要管我我只是在接受惩罚珍惜眼前人特别是家人把每一次当作最后一次是珍惜的表现就惟有珍惜能让我们拥有生命的全部以前，现在跟未来

Gonna Miss Here

2011-01-08T20:39:00.003+08:00

Wow,time flies!!!So fast few weeks had passed,one more week to go to my year1 sem3...Don't wish the result to be released,because I know it will be the worst=( Didn't go back for this sem break,the first time,miss my home so much man!!!Where da hell I'm staying then?I'm staying at PJ now,somewhere damn near sunway pyramid,5-10 mins can reach there from here...But going to leave tomorrow luuuuuuu.

For Myself =D

2011-01-07T12:16:00.003+08:00

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R.I.P

2011-01-06T00:13:00.004+08:00

Just the 5th day of 2011,we got a sad news...Another people left us,left this world...She was my high school chinese teacher during form4...She is not a big person to me,but she has given me a year of chinese knowledge...What makes me feel guilty is,I had been IMPOLITE to her,it's still very fresh in my mind...I was feeling proud that time because I had 'bravely' expressed what others' thought,

李玖哲 - 不爱了

2011-01-01T23:35:00.002+08:00

作词：崔惟楷作曲：李玖哲&葛子毅你的不快乐在心裡瀰漫著我们怎麼了你在逃避著我在心疼著是什麼在伤害著让美好都遗忘了你是背对的我是沉默的我只好假装我已不爱了催眠自己我们不适合我放开你了我已不爱了说一个谎在离别时刻就当作最后是我不爱了关上门以后就算爱你又如何你快不快乐过得是否好呢我这样想著你在爱谁呢谁在想你呢是什麼在反覆著让回忆都翻起了你是遥远的我是孤独的我只好假装我已不爱了催眠自己我们不适合我放开你了我已不爱了说一个谎在离别时刻就当作最后是我不爱了关上门以后就算爱你又如何是什麼在伤害著让美好都遗忘了你是背对的我是沉默的我只好假装我已不爱了催眠自己我们不适合我放开你了我已不爱了说一个谎在离别时刻就当作最后是我不爱了关上门以后就算爱你又如何

BIG sick ah!!!

2010-12-31T09:24:00.002+08:00

Damn it,before 2010 ends,I fall ill,yea,the last day of 2010 is the forth day,what a bad year,before year end also need to suffer sickness for few days,sore-throat,fever,coughing,running nose,flu,headache...The 2nd big sick after I left my home T.TFirst of all,millions of sorry to my girls,can't join you girls for the birthday celebration,it's really hard for me to go so far with such a weak body

Geminids

2010-12-17T18:14:00.006+08:00

15/12/2010,Ah Liong's birthday,celebrated twice for him,one at East Ocean Seafood Restaurant with Chung,Khang,Khai,Cy,Yy,Ma,Dai lou and Khe shin...The very first time have my dinner at seafood restaurant in kampar,but seafood was out of our menu due the expensiveness of seafood...Seriously,out of my expectation,none of the vegetable is nice to eat,but never mind la because we just use it to cover

God is Fair?

2010-12-12T21:40:00.003+08:00

I guess so,from the incident of 'Alviss kong',I know God has given him a handsome face but with an incomplete brain(no offense><) is the most fair thing I have seen...At first,I did feel pity to this guy because of his handsome face,he can actually win a lot of girls' heart,and it's quite hard for me to believe that a handsome guy can be such loyal to his soulmate,being fooled by a girl like that

This trimester

2010-12-06T18:31:00.004+08:00

Physically,I am same as old time,talkative and hyperactive,but mentally,it's slightly different from old time,getting lazier going out with friends,the frequency closing my room door/heart is getting higher,the frequency of crying getting higher as well,it is the biggest and unforgettable bad news ever in my life,how could I accept the fact that my family is no longer complete?Ya,I said I will be

I'll be strong

2010-10-26T23:50:00.002+08:00

It's too sudden,till now,everything is done,yet I can't really accept it...During study week,he went into hospital for body check-up and stay there for few days,he had been asked to go back to hospital for body check-up on November,but it's too late,'Black&white' came to bring him away from us on last Friday morning...I was not lack of sleep last few days previous it,keep on awoke from sleep,same

Sorry No Cure

2010-10-15T17:41:00.002+08:00

Viewed my result on midnight,when I was preparing to pack my clothes up...I was stunned a while after saw the F in the list,just a while,then started to teach my friends the way I 'jump' into the webpage without passing through the stupid non-respond webpage,with the disappointed mood I teach them one by one,explain one by one,did hope my information can chase away their sleepless night...F for

I'm Fine

2010-10-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

Even though my old Facebook account have been deactivated suddenly,but Xyan is fine,I just need a new environment to keep in touch with friends,sorry to those who I didn't add u back to my friend list,I need time to get you all back...Don't worry,it's alright,Xyan is fine=)

Going Home

2010-09-27T03:28:00.005+08:00

It's not easy for me to reach home after I left sdk for my further study,usually spend few days to reach home just for few weeks sem break,it's very enough for me honestly,home sick is getting 'better'...DON'T ask me why I choose UTAR,Kampar branch some more,it's so fed up to answer everyone of you,because I've answered countless people regard this...Here is the answer,I choose UTAR because it's

An Update Before the Final

2010-09-11T01:45:00.002+08:00

Seems like everyone busy fighting for their life till their blogs are abandoned,including me,so I am here to remove the dust on my blog,give it a new post ;)For those active bloggers who I like to visit their blogs like Louis is no longer active here,have no idea where he is gone,what he is busy on,totally no news from him,not even in MSN,seldom see his name appears in the online list...Hey dude,

Lucky+Unlucky

2010-08-05T02:15:00.002+08:00

I feel great at first today,because I feel I am lucky enough compared to others,like group assignment team mates,I got good and nice mates like Ah Boon,See Ping,Donny,Benson,Stefanie,Hew Mun and Hui Yee,they're cooperative enough,pass up the works on time,did a good presentation and so on...Ah Boon is the best team mate ever,and Benson is my master in presentation,learnt a lot from them...Ah Boon

Shit of Luck

2010-07-19T17:14:00.003+08:00

Sorry,Linky,Qinyi,Stefanie,Lai,Chung and other TA9 friends,I am the one who said wanna rock&roll,but 'put aeroplane' at last...I really can't stand anymore once I lay on the bed,my eyes can't really open,online a while,taken bath then stepped into dream...I think I was already in dream before you all went out...I know it doesn't matter for you all,I apologize not because you all can't enjoy the

Oh Yeah~

2010-07-14T01:00:00.002+08:00

This week I am freaking busy!!!2 assignments due date in a same day,before that have to go through the 3 toughest mid-term tests in a day,breathless man!!!Felt lame for the very FIRST test of my degree study...Have to make it clear,I study quite hard for it,Principle of Microeconomic,it's not very hard or confusing actually,topic1 to 3 I mean...But what makes me HOT is the question maker!!!Excuse

Monkey ♥ Pig

2010-06-23T17:26:00.008+08:00

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Wow~

2010-06-19T15:55:00.004+08:00

The new look of my blog not bad ya...Like it like it♥especially the water drop at the background,it makes me fall to this template as I saw it...What a different template from the previous one especially in term of feel...HeheLet's talk about my recent life,beginning of degree study does make me a bit suffer due to the brand new classmates,I just manage to know few of them,excluding old friends,

My Working Days

2010-05-03T19:42:00.004+08:00

For your information,this is my FIRST time,working I mean...Thanks God,I manage to get a little working experience before I reach 20,and also something related to the course I'm going to take^^ 1st day: My cousin as well as the supervisor came to take me,I was late because I don't know he come to fetch me>< Helped them to display all the stocks as we arrived the place,like old time,I was

For You, TA9

2010-04-14T16:32:00.007+08:00

Time flies,my foundation study going to end after few more weeks...I am a liar if I say I am happy all the time with you all throughout this year,if I say I didn't take any advantage from any of you...But there is one thing is God damn true which is,I treat you all with my true heart...Honestly,I not really feel sad when foundation comes to the end,because of SOMETHING,SOMEBODY,first time I felt

Mixture

2010-03-28T17:06:00.005+08:00

Attended the Utar karaoke audition on Friday...What a BAD performance...Because my voice was keep shaking== and didn't prepare well,can't even finish a song...But it's still a GOOD try for me^^ It's a great experience...=) Went to A Box with friends on Saturday...First of all,I would like to say thousands of thanks to those who joined,Benny,Yue Yen,Khe Shin,Teik Khai,Dai Lou and ah Liong...

Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

2010-03-20T02:28:00.003+08:00

Many people are unhappy recently,many troubles get into their life,so am I...I got attacked in some forum,however,I don't feel that it is my fault,I am just expressing my feeling in a forum,I was tolerate enough because I didn't express it out in front of her,because I am avoiding 'war' to begin...But for them,I am making gossip behind people...Excuse me,I didn't write her name out in my post,

For Everyone

2010-03-10T15:51:00.003+08:00

Sometimes,we can't really express our heart feelings or thoughts to others especially family and friends(for me)...Maybe some of you or few of you only are same with me,just can express/share everything with lover...Not everyone can have a heart-to-heart + face-to-face talk with me,just few of my friends I guess,ya,just few have this chance...This makes many people misunderstood me,and even don't

26-02-2010,1135-1410,MH2711

2010-02-26T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today,is the 3rd time I leave my home for a long time...Don't know the exact date I'm going home...=( Mum didn't go to airport with me,I know,she afraid she will troublesome Mr.Darky...Fung,sincerely,and once again,thank you=] After checked in,directly went into the departure hall,this time,they knew I am girl XD A policewoman came to me,but NOT policeman...^^ As I found a seat in the hall,I took

The Only Thing that Never Change is...

2010-02-25T00:37:00.005+08:00

When she(Penny.T) said that,I could not understand it,a little bit maybe...But today,I can fully get what she means...As we know,Earth becomes warmer and warmer,people become crueler and crueler,kids become naughtier and naughtier,women dressing less and less,and so on...Seriously,I didn't notice these in previous time,because I just focus on my study(Remove-Form3 only),no true friend,no

Chinese New Year

2010-02-19T15:08:00.004+08:00

Chinese New Year,we suppose to be happy,but not everyone feel so,can see that some of my friends do upset of their life,because we are no longer a kid???Perhaps...Ang Pao coming one by one,but happiness does not come as much as ang pao do,I feel upset too as I saw my friend unhappy...Going out every night,money also leaving my wallet everyday...CNY is just a time for me to gather with my family,

Long Report

2010-02-07T23:30:00.010+08:00

Home sweet home,the words I wish to post in my FB status and MSN personal message the most...Finally,I've made it...=)I guess,I am the earliest one who leave Kampar after the final examination had done...Got no chance to gather with my fellow friends before having my sem break in this sem...When the last day was approaching,I really felt sad,because gonna separate with my friends who I will have

Sorry

2010-01-22T13:14:00.004+08:00

The main object of this post is for that 2 fellows and also my other friends...I know,I did something wrong,that's why they talked behind me...I am here,sincerely,apologize to that 2 fellows,very sorry about that/those...I did something that they DISLIKE and annoyed them...Really sorry about that...Oh yea,some lesson I got from that case: others may very mind what you DON'T mind,just like what I

Friend???

2010-01-20T23:36:00.004+08:00

I am fucking down now...Being cheated by a scammer in Friend For Sale today,it's already made me angry enough,who know God gave me a BAD news just now...The bad news was about FRIENDSHIP...Now I only realized,it is as weak as love relationship...You know what?What I hate my friend to do the most is NOT put me into a joke or make me like a fool,but talk BAD behind me...I know,no one is perfect,so

Thanks

2010-01-14T19:20:00.005+08:00

My mood freaking not good now,because my plan is totally spoiled,what I expect to happen now are NOT going to happen...Who I can blame???My friend that broken promise???My friends that not willing to accompany me???I got no reason to blame them...Who willing to sacrifice their own time and money for a non-important person like me???I can think of no one can do this for me,what a pity me,got no

I know,do YOU know?

2010-01-08T03:38:00.006+08:00

After live in this world for almost 20 years,today,I understand many of the life philosophies,and I started to learn to achieve these life principles before I sleep beneath a 6 feet land...lolzBefore step into year 2010,I able to understand:Satisfaction always lead us to happiness...And that is what I wish to reach the most...And I have learned not to be regret with my own decision...Ya,I managed

New Year?

2010-01-01T15:31:00.002+08:00

There is too much of things happened in year 2009...New starting point of my study especially...Quite lazy to list all the special event out...XDSo,just let me briefly talk about how I was celebrate the New Year Eve...We were BBQ at Ah Khang's house...Too many people,around 20 I think...Don't know some of them...I just can remember a disgusting girl...XDNot much communication among friends,I mean

Recent life

2009-12-26T01:09:00.032+08:00

How long I didn't update my blog?Few weeks I think...Let's talk about my recent life...The first thing I wanna share with you guys here is the KL and Genting trip with high school friends...17th December,the day I wish it to come faster,but now,it is history,and it had became past tense...620pm,Richard came to fetch me and Kelvin...The train was already there when we arrived the station...Thanks

About her...

2009-12-11T01:50:00.002+08:00

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The First Tooth Surgery of Mine

2009-12-03T23:47:00.004+08:00

Took a self-made breakfast before went for it...Didn't even feel full/hungry because my brain was just fulled with worry...Thanks Khai because woke up early in the morning just for fetching me to the clinic,he even more on time than me...LOLZI think we spent an hour at there before the surgery start...The clinic was crowded with people,patients and their family...Gold citizens,kids,adults,

I will Never Forget...

2009-12-01T19:02:00.003+08:00

As I woke up today,toothache started following me...My breakfast was actually a waste because I just can felt the painfulness,nothing than it...I thought ice can disappear the painfulness,who know it became worse when I was in a lecture class...Do you know how painful was it?My tears almost came out that time...What can I do?Just leave the class for a while la..."Enjoy" the painfulness alone lo..

I am So Sick of You

2009-11-27T09:21:00.003+08:00

I need a great brave to type out what's on my mind because some of you might disagree with me or oppose it...And this post may break the friendship between us,however,I choose to share it out,because I am so suffer of it...I am a talkative person,as all of you know,but it doesn't mean that I do not need silent...Sometimes,I hate nonsense so much,as well as nonsense QUESTION...Excuse me,you are a

I miss...

2009-11-16T18:36:00.004+08:00

Let me guess,all of you must think that the one I missing is someone or human...Hmm...Then I can tell you that you are wrong...They were part of my childhood,they were always the playmates of mine during that time...For those who know me well,you should know that there is a LARGE gap between me and my younger sister due to the age difference...For your information,I was the only child in my

A Littile Story;Big Philosophy | Sorry

2009-11-07T20:41:00.006+08:00

Story:When I was studying in high school,I used to keep my fingernails long,influenced by friends I think...How I pass the checking point after assembly every Monday?I can't really remember how I can pass them all...Skip assembly?I don't think so...Pretending forget to let them check my fingernails?Hide my long fingernails up?Actually it is all depends on luck,if I was good enough in luck,then I

Feeling DOWN...

2009-11-03T17:16:00.002+08:00

If you are newspaper reader,I am very sure you know about the news which is about the 3 UTAR students was died in a flash flood...It is actually none of my business,doesn't it?I am wonder why I am feeling down because of this...Not only feeling down for few moments,but few days...Haiz...The day before the accident happened,we were eager to go to the happening place...With the bless of God,we

Recently...

2009-10-30T14:23:00.003+08:00

As I open my blog page,nothing much change on the list of my friends' blog...What my friends busy with recently?I got nothing to do besides hanging around at Facebook when I am connected to internet...Friends,update your blog lah please...I want know how's your recent life...It's time to do what I requested people to do just now,which telling my friends what I am doing recently...This week is

Hmm...

2009-10-24T22:31:00.002+08:00

I feel that I can't really share a room with other/s because I need a large private space for my own activities...Maybe I used to occupy a room with only myself in old time...Share a room with my room mate for almost a week,can't really use to it...Have to tolerate,which I can't do that perfectly...I damn wish I could sweep her area,but the arrangement she made doesn't allow me to do so...So

How Strong am I?

2009-10-18T23:46:00.002+08:00

15th,October,Thursday,I took 2 hours and 45 minutes to fly back to KL,after that took an hour to reach KL Sentral then half an hour to reach my friends' house...Just manage to rest for a while before went out for dinner...Met an old friend at the area around my friends' condominium...Took our dinner together with him and we had a long chat before we broken up...Pay Lo Yuan's house a visit before

Gonna Leave My Sweet Sweet Home Tomorrow=[

2009-10-14T22:00:00.002+08:00

Feel so SAD about that...Feeling don't want to leave my home,don't want to go back to Kampar...There is nothing I miss at Kampar?I think so...Including my course mates and friends there...How come I don't miss them at all?!!!If I miss them sure I won't be so sad right now...There is no other word I can use to describe my mood right now...I'm going to leave Sandakan tomorrow...And I am very SAD

New Look?

2009-10-12T01:28:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,or I should say the day before yesterday,I have given my head a new look...Had a hair cut at Kenny Hair Saloon...I am quite satisfy with the new hairstyle...By the way,it is too short for an ordinary girl...So,it is very cool for people that are open-minded and it is disgusting for close-minded people...10/10/09It was Teresa's birthday...Teresa,a friend that I have known for 6 years,

05/10/2009

2009-10-05T22:13:00.003+08:00

Woke up early in the morning,before 9am if not mistaken...Went out for breakfast with my parents...Wish to eat Dim Sum but the restaurant only provide Dim Sum on weekends,so bad...=[ Thanks baba and mama for fulfilling all my food requests...^^After that went to JPJ office to renew my driving license...Who knows I didn't bring along my photo,so didn't make it...What can do?Went home loh...Just

This few days...

2009-10-04T19:20:00.002+08:00

1st of October,I and Kelvin arrived Sandakan safely at 2pm something...It should not be that late,just because we got to stop at KK airport before arrive Sandakan,so belated...Didn't go anywhere on that day,because too tired and no people date me out...Pity=[2nd of October,went out on night...Attend the gathering which held by my friends at Rock Cafe...Finally and eventually,I have chance to test

Sem Break

2009-10-01T05:32:00.001+08:00

Finally,my first examination at university is ended...I was quite down on the last day I finished examination...Why?I should be happy as everyone think like that...It is because my good friend,Ee Lin had left Malaysia...She is now approaching toward her dream...Even though feeling sad for her leave,but I do sincerely wish her can achieve the dream she wants the most...Ee Lin,wish you all the best

Who is My FRIEND???

2009-09-15T03:24:00.005+08:00

I am becoming maturer and maturer...Now,I know a lot of things which I did not know in past time like being alone,staying far away from my lovely family and friends,be patient,be quiet,be anything that I can't do before...It's a MUST process to be independent before we step into the REALISTIC & CRUEL working society...Recently,I found that I can slightly differentiate who can be my true friends,

Once again,Tears Rolling Down...

2009-09-09T01:17:00.003+08:00

Found few Hakka songs on Facebook just now,one of them is quite touch,named '离开我'...A simple voice singing the song with acoustic guitar as background music...No other song can be more simple than it...This few songs full of the feel of Sabah,singer sing them out with Hakka,the common dialect we used to use in our daily life...Because of that,my tears once again rolling down on my cheek...This

I Miss YOUs

2009-09-03T00:52:00.004+08:00

Yesterday,I gave 2 calls to two of my best friends...Both of them still at Sandakan now...Miss all my beloved friends so much...=[Ee Lin gonna go to Russia for her study on this September,I am not able to meet her even once before she leave Malaysia...Honestly,seriously,I feel very sad for this...Don't know when we can meet again...Haiz...Wish she can online always at Russia...Wish she will not

I Always Believe...

2009-08-31T12:09:00.005+08:00

I always believe that human being is kind at the beginning,they become bad/evil are mostly caused by the factors of their growth environment such as family and peers' thoughts and behaviors...I always believe that good return will come to us if we do good things/treat others well...The good return might not be very obvious,or can't even realize it is exits...I always believe that we will only

Friends for Life

2009-08-26T16:06:00.004+08:00

Thanks,Louis for recording and keeping the videos of our sweet memories...They recall back what we have done and crazy together...The videos not only flash me back the party on that day,but also the whole high school life of mine...FriendS,YOU make me understand what's call LIFE...YOU become parts of my life...YOU colored the blank paper of my life...YOU are my angels...YOU the BEST!!!YOU may not

Bad Things

2009-08-22T02:03:00.003+08:00

Seriously,a lot of,or I should say uncountable bad things happen recently...Not only to me myself,but also to my friends...What can I say is,we will not know what gonna happen on the next moment,appreciate what we have now,people around us or maybe just a bag that belong to you...Appreciate what we have especially your parents...Show them your love before they go to somewhere far from here...Can

Tired+Exhausted=Me

2009-08-16T03:38:00.003+08:00

This few days,I got no idea why I so like hang around at internet till 4/5a.m something only go for bed...Let's me summary out all the activities I had done on this few days...Tuesday:I cut class on this day,Public Speaking lecture class...Accompanied Khai to cut hair...Then went to hospital,damn worry I got h1n1...At last,I was not suspected...Thanks,god...After that we went for the claypot

08-08-09=NICE day~!!!

2009-08-08T19:32:00.017+08:00

I am weird enough...Why said so?Because I will be more energetic when I am in sick...lolz...Guess what?I attended all the classes for yesterday and today,means that the Medical Certificate is useless,what for I taken it huh?No idea...lolzActually I attend the 1 hour class today is because wanna meet a online friend at campus,who knows she didn't appear...Disappointed...=[ It's okay,I believe we

Sick like Dog=[

2009-08-06T23:25:00.002+08:00

This is my first time I think,falling ill for such long time...And first time so serious till finished medicine given by doctor also nothing change,but became more serious...But what I amazed about myself is I became more energetic than usual even though I am fighting with devil of sickness...The doctor gave wrong medicine to me???Made me became abnormal???lolzWhen I feeling want to join my

Haiz...

2009-08-05T16:03:00.019+08:00

Really haiz...First of my story is,I am falling ill...The first time I fall ill in this year,and also at Kampar...Fell ill on the night right before talk show...SIAL enough!!!And my talk show...Haiz...Lame enough because of the lack of preparation...Really lame...Keep on looking at the script...And forgot to show something...Sorry,my group members...Wasted yours' effort...=[Photos sharing:Talk

A post before go for bed

2009-08-03T01:55:00.003+08:00

Only a word can describe the recent of me-SIAL!!!As what I mentioned in last post,everything in my toppy are gone...And I got to go to the f*cking computer shop for a few times only can got my toppy back(it was closed everytime I went to there)...Damn it so much~!!!And now,it seems like lack of many drivers,I got NO any idea how to fix it...I got NO time because tests and presentations coming all

F*cking Sial!!!

2009-07-29T20:02:00.004+08:00

Monday,in the largest lecture hall with crowded people inside,lecturer had taken attendance by calling out our name one by one...When she called out my name,I raised up my hand,then she asked,are you a girl or boy...OMG~!!!Then few hundreds pairs of eyes looking at me...My course mates then added some salt and vinegar,said:you won liao loh...Be famous liao loh...OMG!!!A damn cold body of mine

Busy!Busy!!Busy¬¬¬!!!

2009-07-22T23:24:00.002+08:00

This only can be described by a word,which is BUSY!!!Tuesday sat for Math quiz then today is sat for Economics test...Absolutely EXHAUSTED!!!And I am now preparing for my English Language presentation which will be presented tomorrow...I HATE LAST MINUTE WORK!!!That's why now still rushing it...To my future group mates,please don't do this to me,please be cooperative...Yesterday,we had been

Thought of Mine

2009-07-20T04:01:00.002+08:00

I guarantee not more than 5 of you know that I am a person which have a lot of thoughts of my own...Am I right???I guess so...Who admit that he/she know me well then leave comment on this post,I will test you afterward...lolzThought of today is,"Never expect top people to join you,but expect people to grab you"...Can you guys understand this?Never mind,I will roughly explain it...First of all,I

The Other Side of Me

2009-07-17T02:11:00.006+08:00

Already a few weeks past,time passing without waiting anyone as we know...But SOMEONE like to do his work at last minute,but I am definitely opposite with this kind of person EXCEPT in preparing my test,because test is my own business,it won't harm/affect others if I fail or what...It's group work you know!!!We all are waiting the article from you!!!We need it so much to finish our parts!!!I

Homesick man~!!!

2009-07-16T19:35:00.003+08:00

As the title mentions,I am homesick-ing...Miss my hometown so much,I think friends which further study outside Sandakan have the same feeling too...Don't know why,miss my hometown so much especially these few days...What the hell are happening huh?!!!Feeling lazy to hang out too,rejected most of dates from my course mates...Go for neither basketball nor have a drink at mamak stall...What the

Busy or Lazy???

2009-07-12T16:13:00.002+08:00

More than a week I have no update my blog,I have no idea either I was busy or lazy...Sometimes busy,sometimes lazy,perhaps...I already sat for my first test in UTAR on week 5,it was very easy for those who are very pro in additional math,but for me,even if done revision also help me nothing...What a poor me,even simple math question also can't solve...What I did is copy my friends' formula and

The FIRST Presentation of MINE on UTAR(VIDEO)

2009-07-01T17:10:00.010+08:00

Ya,I done my FIRST individual presentation on UTAR yesterday...It was for the Public Speaking assessment...Well,I prepared the script quite early,as the tutor had given us the guideline on how to choose an attractive topic...The content was actually written by myself and with the aid of some information got from internet...And for sure with SOMEONE's helps,SHE helped me a lot especially in

Photos which Had Taken in K Lounge

2009-06-29T23:29:00.020+08:00

Who come to Kampar I will bring them to sing k...It's only costs rm10 for 5 hours with a few jars of soft drink...EXTRAORDINARY CHEAP¬!!!And the k lounge is as big as the VIP room of Encore...The stupid of me sat above the sofa...The two pretty course mates of mine...Teik Khai and our stupid class rep...==Teik Khai and My BIG sis...lolzThey were busying choosing song???What a SEXY Teik Khai...

27-06-2009

2009-06-28T01:26:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is Teik Khai's birthday,however,a course mate planned to organize a birthday party for him on morning of today...I didn't go for it because I went for bed quite late and need to wash my clothes and do my accounting tutorial homework after I wake up...As what I mentioned just now,I did what I planned...After that I prepared myself for the class and wait for Richard come to fetch me...He

Photo Show~==

2009-06-24T16:59:00.021+08:00

Feeling kinda not well now...After woke up from nap,I felt that my head is heavier than usual,legs is extra cold,bones feel like already freeze,it made me hard to move...=[Actually I tend to update my blog last night,who know 'SOMEONE' came to my room,beseides him,another boy housemate came to chit-chat with us too,so I had to cancel it...Till now,after taking nap,I only able to do an update on

Sentimental???

2009-06-20T15:29:00.003+08:00

These few days,I think a lot about my life...Honestly,I have no idea what I am doing,what I am busy for,why I am studying and even why I still exist in this world...I have such questions because of TIREDNESS,maybe,who know???I will easily think a lot especially when I am ALONE...I think not many of you know the sentimental side of me,and even never see the face I was being 'sentimental' because I

Return to the Original of Me

2009-06-17T23:44:00.004+08:00

I am lack of energy this week...I will feel tired when I cycle to school,even more tired than last few weeks...Is it because I had donated a pack of blood last week???Now is the time to reproduce them???I have no idea at all...I am always at last in cycling to campus and home...Kelvin,don't blame me always locked myself at home,I really have no energy to do any EXTRA activities...As the title

ANNOUNCEMENT~!!!

2009-06-15T12:10:00.002+08:00

I sleep with HOTNESS,woke up with HOTNESS too!!!Know what?!!!I can't sign in to my msn AGAIN!!!DAMN~!!!I tried a lot of methods to solve it,but none of it work!!!What happen har!!!Got some fucker hake my account???!!!Or I am SIAL enough?!!!DAMN!!!WTF!!!(forgive my rudeness,you guys won't know how angry I am,I just had used the latest for a week only,then can't sign in again)Again,created an

First Bowl of Soup,Made by ME!!!

2009-06-14T22:36:00.005+08:00

Early in the morning,which 9am,I woke up,what for???Go Tesco(the only nearest hypermarket from our living area)...Again,what for???Buy thing lah for sure!!!If not who will take 15mins to cycle to there,15mins only for shortcut way...I HATE SUN!!!Makes me DARK like DEVIL(I assumed that devil is black in colour one)!!!For sure is my skin,not personality...lolz...According to XinLi,we had spent 2

My Darkest Look

2009-06-13T14:08:00.006+08:00

As you guys know,I cycle to school everyday,because no rainy day???Perhaps...This was already the second week I have my study life at UTAR,Kampar...As the lecturers said,there is no any honeymoon for us,we already got a few assignments and also presentation to do...I done the proposal because I misunderstood what the others said...Pity me...Did others' work till late night...What an idiot!!!Let's

9-6-2009 Funny Day~!!!

2009-06-09T23:29:00.009+08:00

Today was the last day for the blood donation campaign which held by first aid society of our campus...I went to heritage hall for it with my friends...With the blessing of God,I passed all the tests...Without wasting time,I went to the prepared bed,nurse came to me and help me fix the tubing stuff...First of all,she gave me an injection,then plug in the tube at my arm...Still got a bit nervous

Went to KL for a Day

2009-06-07T19:22:00.005+08:00

Gain a lot of experiences in this short trip...The first lesson we got is,we need to buy or book train ticket earlier especially during public holidays...The train was full for whole day!!!WTF!!!Luckily uncle haven't leave the train station yet...God bless us,thanks God...After that we change our plan,we have to go kl by bus...Fortunately,we got tickets...We had our breakfast at a restaurant near

I Had Given My First Time to a New Friend...

2009-06-03T12:02:00.003+08:00

I know,this title sure makes you guys curious about the content...Ok,let me talk about it...The first time I mean here is the first time I have ride on motorbike...People who fetched me is a girl,which I just know her in a lecture class,I think I just know her for an hour something like that,then we went for lunch together after finish class...So fast har...lolz...This was happened on yesterday..

New Lifestyle?

2009-06-01T13:07:00.002+08:00

Last night,there was many group gathering at mamak stalls...Saw a lot of people,mostly students,sitting and bluffing at the mamak stalls...I wonder why they(the one I attended to) will only start the gathering on 10pm since there are classes on the next day,some even have class on 8am,first study day some more...But I am quite lucky,because my first class is only start on afternoon,1pm if not

I Am Quite Free

2009-05-30T23:06:00.005+08:00

Like the title mentions,I am quite free now because I didn't go out with friends,same with old time,I prefer stay in my room and live in internet world...I am very enjoy the time being alone,I think no one of you know this,am I right?Today,early in the morning,we cycled to school and visit around to find our classroom and lecture hall,there is 5 buildings in our campus area if not mistaken,named

Ice Breaking?Or Ice Realizing?

2009-05-29T18:49:00.003+08:00

Ice breaking was actually one of the orientation program that held by our campus...It gave chance to new students to make new friends...Such program sure included those what what what game,a lot of people registered as participant but many of them absent...Today is the first day I go to school by bicycle,unfortunately,the stupid fu*king quality bicycle was broken down...==Why I said ice realizing

My Birthday of This Year

2009-05-26T15:58:00.005+08:00

As the title mentioned,I would like to talk about my birthday on this post...It was my first time passed my birthday alone,totally alone,but my phone was fulled with wishing and greeting messages...Thanks,my friends,for those had greet me...Early in the morning,we woke up to have breakfast,then went back to hotel to have a short break before left Ipoh...Friend and sons of my aunt went back to

I'm here...

2009-05-22T20:07:00.013+08:00

There was a lot things I wanna mark down,unfortunately,the line here is not allow me to do so,or I should say,there was too much things,I lazy to write them out...Here is some photos that I had taken in the house I stay...The living room outside my room...What should I call this?Kitchen?It is just beside the living room...Door of my room...Bed,study table and wardrobe of mine...There is a bit

Be With Me,My Friends...

2009-05-17T01:36:00.003+08:00

My dearest friends dated me out today...Before went to Ee Lin's house,I was first returned the bluetooth device to Fung...Unfortunately,he can't teach me about formatting computer before I leave...Wish to learn it so much,but can't achieve it...Sad...T.TI think I reached Ee Lin's house before 1900,means I was reached on time...Not bad...Then we car-pooled...We was waiting Chuu Yong and Gabriel

Oh Yeah/Oh No?

2009-05-14T02:50:00.002+08:00

I'm glad that many of my friends started and continues their blogs...Maybe is due to the influence of friend,I think mostly is this reason,they started and continues their blogs...GOOD!!!This makes us know more about each others since we are leaving our hometown one by one,study at other places and far away from each other...I continue blogging is because of what my friend,Gabriel had told me...

09+10-05-2009

2009-05-11T00:15:00.004+08:00

09-05-2009Friends dated me out at night...Ling,Soey,Xing and me...Firstly I met them up at Giant...Ya,I planned to car pool because I don't really like drive alone,I prefer someone seat beside me,so that I have somebody to talk to...We was waiting Ling to do something at Giant for some time...First station,Basel Church...I am not a christian,so I felt weird when people all around me prayed...

08-05-2009 Can See Clearly Already

2009-05-09T12:58:00.003+08:00

There was black out again in the afternoon,when I was preparing to go out...That time was thinking wanna off my computer or not before go out,who know the stupid TNS made a decision for me...lolz...Before went out,I asked my mum either want follow me or not since that time was blacking out...Oh yeah,she agreed...No need alone...lolzAt first,we went to banks...M4 blacked out too...==Sibeh unlucky

Halo,My Black Hair

2009-05-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

Ya,I dyed my hair to black already...I feel that now I look like a monster as I look at the mirror...@@ In the process of dying hair,friend of my mum came to my home to take something,herbal plant I think...I saw her gave my mum an Ang Pao and my mum was keep rejecting...At last,she went down from her Prado and gave it to my mum...I thaught it was for my mum as she gave her the herbal plant...Who

Left a Few Days To Go

2009-05-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

Many friends going to leave Sdk on 14th of May,while I will leave on 17th...Lo Yuan going to leave on 9th if not mistaken...Friends leave one by one...Feeling don't want to leave,but it seem like impossible isn't it?Ya,it is...We can't just stay at the origin...We need to MOVE!!!Sibeh lazy to update my blog few days ago because had nothing to share...Erm...Just went out to have a drink with a

Ex Ex!!!

2009-05-03T01:42:00.006+08:00

Ex Ex=Extremely exhausted!!!Ya,I am kinda extremely exhausted now...Woke up 1200 something like that because of the HOT weather...I was only slept for 6 hours but used my body to work for more than 12 hours...1:2...I can't even finish my lunch even though it was same amount like those I used to eat everyday...==I was sat in front of my computer till the time I should go out for Mr Shim's farewell

01-05-2009-Farewell+Birthday Celebration

2009-05-02T13:24:00.008+08:00

I went to Gabriel's house after 1500,they were shopping at Hypermarket when I reached Gabriel's house...I joined them...Before went back to Gabriel's house,we bought some drinks...After done all the birthday cards,they started to prepare foods for BBQ while I was only sitting there,didn't even lend them a hand...So bad!!!lolz...I was busy pressing my phone that time...Time was passing non-stop,

30-04-2009 Eadelyn's House

2009-04-30T23:56:00.008+08:00

Today Lee San and me went to Eadelyn's house which located at Tmn Megah...It is her second house...She was not stay at that house mostly...Once a month only will go back to this house...I can only say rich people's house is always big and comfortable...Can't imagine how big is her banglo at Beluran...We was eating,talking and watching TV at her home...If it is my house,I think I won't go out even

29-04-2009-Current Came,Water Gone

2009-04-29T02:03:00.002+08:00

Woke up sibeh early today because wanna take my documents such as IC,UTAR offer letter,SPM results and the student's bill to be certified...I met Ee Lin at the department,she was waiting for renewing her IC...She put on lipstick you know?Just like those teachers during the days we took class and club photos at school...Feeling want to tease her,but her cool mum was beside her,so didn't do so...